My only support is my father and he doesn't really understand. Don't have a therapist right now, therapy didn't work for me (never told me how to manage my anxiety!). I don't enjoy being around people, I've had a lot of criticism everywhere I've gone including poor treatment in hospitals and work. People are nasty. Have PTSD from hospitals. I've seen tons of doctors, most of them were bad. My present Dr. is easy to get along with but he hasn't done anything for me the last year. I had an ACT team 3 yrs ago and it was horrible; healthcare around here is really terrible. I've been to Johns Hopkins 6 times; I asked a Dr. there "how much do you know about mood disorders?" and she said "Not much. Maybe in 10 years we'll know more". There you have it.