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Old Dec 14, 2022, 12:19 PM
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I'm trying to cope best I can. Woke up before 6AM with intense racing thoughts which went away fairly quickly, thank god. I had some remarks made at me in another forum and it really disturbed me: a classical guitar forum. I just posted that I had trouble playing a piece of music and members jumped on me. Music has been a large part of my life; all I did as a teenager was stay in my room and listen to music and play guitar-I'm pretty introverted. I'm starting to enjoy little things since I started Saphris a mth ago in the hospital-I've had anhedonia really bad most of my life. I feel like a different person now even though I'm having panic attacks every morning really bad.
I’m so sorry that you were treated horribly here. I had that experience myself. Did you report the members?
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