Saw pdoc today. She prescribed Cogentin because of my tremors- including the ones my vocal cords have! She and the substitute pdoc were trying to figure out what to do if I have to go off Haldol. They couldn't figure it out since I've had so many contraindications to various psych meds. But I think pdoc said she would think about it and that she would call my primary doctor about it. Then my primary has to figure out whether or not she has to send me to a neurologist.

I'm cold. Aside from pdoc's appointment, I've had a bad day. ( @*Beth* I sent you a PM). I have a bad feeling that I'm getting a sore throat too. I'd love a massage- I need a nice deep tissue massage- but not TOO painful! I hope I'm not getting a cold, or worse, strep throat. I'm cold but I just had a glass of chocolate milk. That reminds me- I need a new thermometer. I have two, but one is bent and the other doesn't always start up. (It's not the battery.) I guess it's time to get into bed. It's way past my bedtime. And I got up relatively early.

I've been depressed and anxious with voices every day. The only thing I have for the voices is 2mg of Haldol once or twice a day- in addition to the 10 I take the rest of the day. The Cogentin pdoc prescribed might give me a dry mouth. That's all I need!

Think it's time for my PRN Haldol...