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Thankyou so much for all the replies, greatly appreciated.

My friend came with me to get the car exhaust done ...... my husbands interview finished earlier so he drove me to therapy ...
so although the anxiety was taken away, really i should have done these things by myself ..... feel a bit of a failure, this sounds so fickle i know .... just wish i was able to do these things without gettiso worked up and stupid. My t was wonderful and she feels i amready to start inner childwork on a deeper basis, i keep talking about the flashbacks and dreams and wanting it out. But she is taking it very slow indeed and i asked her about body work but she says not a good idea, too fast too soon .... i think we here in the UK don't work the same as in the USA. she wants to take it very slowly so i dont go back into myself or regress too quickly.

so, back with her on a weekly basis now and i am going to try and remember .... it's not easy having dissosiative amnesia, my abuser hypnotised me on a regular basis when i was a younger child, i resisted ore when i was older. So my t says i might never remember all that happened. I am no longer capableof being hypnotised so regression is out of the question but my t would never put me through that anyway.

thanks again for all your support, big hugs and a big thankyou, you all make me feel worthwhile and give me a lift when i have so many wonderful replies.

love, Kerry /Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo