I'm doing a ton better today. I slept last night and I haven't had any crippling anxiety.

I realized I haven't cride since my surgery in October 2021. I don't have any estrogen in me anymore so its like I just can't anymore. Yeah I've still felt sad though sometimes. But my main emotion has been anxiety.

Also I realized today Dolly Parton causes me to have dysphoria. I'm not saying I don't like her. But she sometimes just makes me feel uncomfortable.