My final message to my husband is below. His reply? More BS excuses and more blame on me for HIS infidelity because I had called the police while drunk. I am SO done with this a-hole. We are full NO CONTACT now.

My final message:

I am DONE listening to your BS EXCUSES for YOUR bad behaviors, YOUR lack of conscience, YOUR lack of morality and YOUR poor treatment of me.

There is NO excuse on the planet for treating me like TOTAL GARBAGE throughout our entire marriage.

I let you manipulate me into thinking that YOUR infidelity was somehow MY fault because I called the police that one night.

Yet, that whole week while you were texting HER and flirting with HER, you were SHOWERING ME with love, telling me HOW MUCH YOU LOVED ME. You MADE LOVE TO ME that weekend, telling me that you love me SO much, then the very next day, you're texting HER (while WITH ME AT CVS), "thinking of you" and then later that night (WHILE WITH ME IN BED), "probably see you in my dreams". You are a two-faced, two-timing PIECE OF ****.

You have NO CONSCIENCE and NO MORALS. Your character is POOR - you have NO character and I see right through you.

And yeah, I did forgive you for that, but now my mind is FAR MORE CLEAR and I see you FOR WHO YOU TRULY ARE.

And now, you're trying to claim that you were unstable, unwell, and not yourself and that's why you treated me yet again like **** for over an entire month, insulting me repeatedly and calling me psycho and crazy?!?!?

I am DONE listening to your ******** excuses for treating me like TOTAL GARBAGE. And I am DONE being treated like garbage. You have pushed me TOO FAR after dealing with nearly five years of CRAP from you.

I DESPISE you for what you've done to me.

GOODBYE AND DO NOT CONTACT ME AGAIN.