I haven't been sleeping all too great so I've been taking a bunch of melatonin and even then I'm waking up at like 3am. Last two January's I've been manic... memories of straight-lining black diamonds, breaking my hip attempting street skiing, and doing 2am runs on the side of the highway come to mind. I hope this isn't the beginning of that. I don't have any other symptoms (yet) and I think Haldol is extremely effective for me so if I'm lucky I'll have a nice mild euphoric hypomania where I just write more creatively, wake up early enough to go hiking/ice climbing, and dance a lot.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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