Hi,

She went and stayed with a friend for a few days. It was really good.

Kids had good experiences at school and work. We put up lights, practiced driving, ate together, played together.

My wife came back today. The place feels different.

She and I spoke, and she made very solid logical points, and questioned decisions I had made, and made good sense and good points. That unsettled me. She made points of places I made mistakes. I was wrong for some things I've done recently. She smart, inciteful, and pointed out parenting mistakes Id made, and couple mistakes.

She didn't even acknowledge any of the questions of points I raised to her. Not that she didn't answer them.
She didnt even acknowledge I asked them. Not one.

I tried again later. She rolled her eyes, said there was no hope for us and walked away.

I feel so shaken and so insane.

I feel like I've been too emotional and riled the kids up jn a negative way, and this cluster is all my fault, again.

I'm questioning why I let the kids get the run of me so badly, and why I listened to them about their mother.

I feel sick, and I feel like I'm supposed to apologize profusely and try to get her back.

The kids are in their rooms not interacting with each other either of us.