I feel less euphoric and more numb. I’m trying to be in the Christmas spirit but failing. I mean I usually have everything wrapped and prepared. I don’t even feel like it. I’m anxious and numb all at once and sleepy too. I’m not sure ifs truly my mood or if I’m having this bc of the risperdal increase. I see my new pdoc next Tuesday and I’m scared to share what’s happening. So far no bugs today.

Any thoughts, friends? I’m not sure what’s happening