Been there, done that. Although we weren't married, it felt like we were. Then "BAM", one day it was over. Her decision not mine. Talk about a smack in the face....

Best I could do was try to move on, which is easier said then done sometimes....

Now I just put one foot in front of the other and take it one day at a time. May never get back with her but have learned to never say never.

But I know what you're going through. Although it's not often easy, it'll get better with time.