Hours after my happy morning post I am positive, calm, optimistic, a little bit tired, but not too tired.

I felt for stepping into the forum again, because I have ordered books to study for about 50 dollars. No, I am not having a manic episode (never had that). I only wanted to tell that I do believe I can manage.

I hope that my optimism is not a trigger to anyone (I mean that sometimes it can feel frustrating when others are happy and oneself feel depressed. Once, when I was deeply depressed, it actually depressed me to hear others laugh).

I am not the type to put myself on the top of others. I value mutual respect and expect that back.

I hope everyone here will find some sort of coping where they are in their own processes before Christmas (or before the Season, if you prefer that label better). Love to all!