Dear T,

I'm still totally confused about this. About how I feel. A part of me wants to say 'screw it, I'm not coming back', and another part wants to just accept it for what it is and try and make once a week work. Problem is, it wasn't working before, that's why we went to twice a week, and now you have, for some unknown reason, decided to take on another client in my place.

I tried writing you a letter, but it didn't really work. Maybe I will just show you the above tomorrow. Short and to the point.

I'm annoyed. With you. Which is not how I want to feel.