My tolerance for weirdness is pretty high.

I came home, got physically sick. Made myself settle my nerves some.

Made a meal, ate with kids, hung out, watched TV, oldest went to workout.

Feeling relaxed, enjoying being home.

See a loving picture of me and my wife.

Start questioning everything. What did I do wrong? How can I undo it? How can I get her back? I wonder if she'd watch a documentary with me tonight.

WTF is wrong with me?