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thankyou. I am getting better bit by bit ... well, i was, this is hard to explain. My t has made sure i am starting from an 'adult' place so i can nurture'little kerry'so to speak. This is all new really, because i'd neverheard of alters or co consciousness til now. I do feel stronger in a lot of ways and feel i am ready to take on the deep stuff, but in the process it's still confusing me and Isuppose making ME aware of my inner self and the needs there. i have supportive family to an extent, but then i dont expect them to fully understand. my t has been through exactly the same as me, therefore she understands and picks up on my moods, what is bothering me and how i am coping etc. I don't know what I'n trying to say here .... i'm getting better but the past is putting me back, like a yo yo ..... i still don't understand how i can write from a childs point of view when i'm aware i'm doing it ..... it's not an alter as such is it ....

thankyou for replying, it means so much to me, Jinnyann xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo hugs