((((((((((((((((Monty))))))))))))) I so understand that. I'm sorry you don't remember the interview. I know that things like that can be very disconcerting. I often don't remember my days at work and when a project comes back for changes, I feel the same way. Sometimes I have to just keep telling myself over and over again that some part of my brain knows and if needed, will deal with this.
I'm so glad to see you reaching out for support. We've missed you. I was shocked to see it's been a year that you've been out of work. I thought it had been a couple months. Dissociation stinks sometimes for sure. Please keep posting Monty. We want to be able to support you here.