Curious about dissociating. I know it's different for everyone. I do know that I have facticious disorder. This is evident with a ludicrous amount of ER check ins and feigning symptoms. When this happens to me, I kind of just go on auto-pilot and play the role. It's like all of my rational judgment goes out the window. I turn from this nervous, anxious person, with low self esteem, that doesn't particularly like the spotlight into a injured person or a person with a disability that eats up the attention. Would this be a form of dissociation or a type of dissociation disorder?