Figured out how to purge again. Apparently I just can't get away with doing it 10+ times a week. I told myself I would eat normally today, but this morning I made a bowl of Mini Wheats and threw that out, then opened a yogurt and threw that out, then cried because why can't I just eat like a normal person? So I haven't eaten anything yet today and it's almost 3pm but I worked out for 40 minutes along with running around the house playing with the kittens so hopefully I won't binge tonight.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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