I'm watching Counting Cars with my Christmas tree plugged in.

N3 and I met at the bookstore and looked over all the manga books they had which was quite extensive . We picked out his g/f's Xmas present from me- part of the gift exchange. I also bought 3 gift cards for the kids' stockings. N3 paid me back for the book he wanted. Don't know if that's just for him or if it's a gift for his gf. I dropped the books off at my mom's. She said she'd wrap them and all I had to do is write my name on it.

I'm still anxious. Every morning the first thing I think is a bad memory. This is right when I open my eyes. I've taken my prn Haldol as much as possible.

I still can't believe my case manager asked me if I remember her coming over! I guess it's because I didn't remember that she brought me one of my proofs for food stamps renewal.

I'm proud of myself that I didn't