I now can see and realize that after his infidelity and after we got back together, that I I started to bend over backwards trying to please him. I absorbed his blame and I internalized it subconsciously without even realizing it, which only just makes me angrier at him for all of his manipulations.

I even bought him a $2,000 chair to help his back because the couch was making his back problems worse. Then, as he was moving out? He had the nerve to try to make ME keep the chair that I had bought as a gift for HIM. I. couldn't even believe what I was hearing. I was like, NO! That chair is YOURS & was a GIFT to HELP YOU. You're taking it. He has NO regard for anything.