Ugh crap starting to stress over it now

It happening to me again i mean cause i know from experience the intention behind it is "lets damage willowtigger even more" instead of using it like "this members going wrong, do it to them until they have shown a few days of right behaviour then we think about letting them out" which is the least damaging (to me) way of getting wanted behaviour out of me

Shh willowtigger theyll do it to you out of anger soon so shh theyll make the message say awful things about how poor Ebony died like the last time the message came up they made it say that i had put cancers into her brain and caused the fits and wobbliness on her last night so shh