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Originally Posted by darkfeary
I am 49. 18 years with this obsessive relentless fear of aging, disease, dying. Impending doom and dread the future constantly. No effective treatment or solution. I tried everything. I simply do not want to ever age and die. My mind just will not allow it. I do not want my looks to fade and they already have. This fear never will let me live. I wish I could end my life.
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I'm so sorry you're feeling like this, @ darkfeary.....If you feel comfortable sharing, do you perhaps have a therapist you could talk to about these fears?
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Diagnoses:
Major Depressive Disorder (treatment-resistant)
Anxiety/Panic Disorder (treatment- resistant}
OCD (treatment-resistant)
Agoraphobia (treatment-resistant)
Chronic Insomnia (able to sleep with current medication)
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