I'm over anxious and i dont know what to do. I have to go to my friends house soon. she just lost her mum and her dad is very ill. She is falling apart and i don'tknow if i can cope myself. her mum and dad have been like parents to me in the past and i just don'tknow what to say to Stefan to want to stay here with us and not die ...... he is adamant, he wont stay in the hospital, he wont takehis chemo, he just wants to go....my friend is losing it fast,how can i be there for her feeling thisway/ I FEEL SO SELFISH.....I'm goinground there soon, just hope i can keep it together myself......sorry, just had to write something, tokeepme still....sorry kerry