I'm sorry about how you're feeling.

I have resigned myself to the fact that my life changed from the accident and that I will not have what society deems a "normal" life of fun family relationships etc I havehad to create a new life.try to accept what I can and move on.

I'm confused, as often happens on boards and shorter postings and my poor memory... don't take offense... did you really just post about how your mood swings upset you, yet now you are in an abyss and you're upset about that too? Is that rather clear that you just aren't happy, no matter what state you're in? I've been there.. as many ppl here have, are.

IMO one of our "jobs" in life is not fixing everything, ourselves etc but to learn to be content in whatever situation into which we are placed. Easier said than done

feel better