I'm the most disturbed and abused person on this planet. I want to burn in hell forever. I don't want heaven. It's full of stupidity and vanity. And everyone is just an animation - There's no reality except my own self. I am God. It's distortion. My mom abused me still. All she cares about is how people see me.

Nothing is real anyways. Who gives a slight ****. Everyones just chasing highs, either of gods love, warmth, comfort. Or destorying the planet. NAd anfck ing up - Opinoin, Ingorance and bla bla why do we exist only to end.

It's like a movie. **** movies. **** symbols and **** every fabric of reality that feels like razor sharp knives, cutting into my skin and planting eggs.