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I said I would respond to this ages ago. Been procrastinating because my emotions have been all over the place. I had a long post I was going to post. I don't have the energy to type it out.
Short version is my emotions are still all over the place. I'm down, sad, grieving, discouraged, pick your own term that indicates unhappiness. Part of the problem is that I've been trying to make the holidays be like they used to be. Problem is that they weren't all that great most of the time. I've tried to convince myself to do what makes me happy now and sop trying to recreate the past. That ain't working so great.
The current winter storm has impacted most of the US. Any plans I might have made would be shot down by the weather anyhow. I've resolved to stay holed up in the house and do whatever I feel like the next few days.
Sorry for being Debbie Downer. I just don't have what it takes to be all upbeat and supportive right now.
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