I think I am not capable of truly ever getting over my transference T due to the change in my hormones. I don't think its physically possible. I just have to learn to adapt. The change in hormones and the transtition is the only thing I can think of thats making it impossible to forget her. I've seen 1 better and am currently working with a more proffesional therapist since leaving my transference T. There is no legit reason why I'm still holding on so much to her. Today is the day before I get my weekly shot. Its the day I dwell on her the most. Thats how I know this is a hormone related issue. I think I'll bring it up to my endocronolgist the next time I see him.

I just looked and the last time I posted about her was the day before I got my shot. So yeah. It seems like a hormone issue.