Was busy as usual with my Saturday morning cleaning. But then, after lunch, I felt very depressed. Being Christmas Eve it feels different even though my routine is exactly the same. Seems like there's something different in the air. Things haven't been going well socially lately since I split up with my only friend and my family isn't much of anything.

Going to have dinner pretty soon and watch a movie tonight by myself. I hope I'll like the movie. Tomorrow I plan to do some light cleaning and make my spaghetti sauce. I make my sauce once a month. Even though it's Christmas, it won't be any different than any other Sunday. I should be busy tomorrow morning but not much after that.