Early last night I bumped into a couple of neighbors at my apartment complex; and I didn't feel like talking to anyone. One guy just came in from a party (either it ended early or he left early because he may have not had a good time. This was at 7:30). He acted slightly embarrassed to see me, I guess and he didn't seem happy. But then he said, "Merry Christmas" to me. That may have seemed nice but to me it felt more like rubbing salt in the wound. He knew I was going to be alone and hate Christmas. So getting out a little bit last night was a bit of a torture. I didn't expect it to happen because it seemed like everyone was out. I watched a movie afterwards and it was alright. Maybe I would have liked it better if I was in a better mood.

I didn't get to sleep right away last night and then I woke up at 4 AM and couldn't get back to sleep. So I feel a bit tired. I have some things to do this morning, so maybe I'll be able to get through this day that's as appealing as having a root canal.