I slept pretty good last night. Besides the fact I sweated through my T shirt twice and woke up with such a dry mouth and feeling so dehydrated I needed to drink a Gatorade. Probably just more signs my blood level is high. But I slept until 5:30 and I got up and took a shower and I watched A Christmas Story. And now? Idk. My mom is still feeling sick. I gave her one of my zofrans and shes lying down. My brother is asleep on the couch. I don't know whats up with my sister and when they will be here. But I mean my anxiety and moods are pretty stable today so I'm just hanging out and riding the waves.

My sister is still not here. They ran out of peanut oil and the only store open is Walgreens. Its always something going on with them that causes them to be a few hours late on Christmas. But my mom is up and I guess shes feeling better. Zofran is magic stuff. I'm still feeling fine.

Blah. Still not here. Now its the time I normally start to unwind for the night and the effects of my weekly shot are starting to happen and I feel a bit sick to my stomach. So I'm not sure how much I'll eat tonight. I'll make it through the gift giving but even that I'm really starting to fade about. I'd take a nap but its nearly impossible to wake me up if I don't get up on my own. I've slept through dinner at least once this week.