I hope you all don't mind, just needed somewhere to dump this!! That was a pretty horrible day... Possibly one of the worst Christmas' I've had, certainly for a while. It started off well but got steadily worse and worse and ended with me downstairs in our room at the in laws with my colouring book watching catch up TV on my own. I just couldn't deal with the bickering anymore. Sad times. Unhappy Christmas to me. I'm not sure whether to be proud of myself for walking away or whether all I've done is bottle it up and turn inwards again. Oh well. Tomorrow is another day and all that! I won't be rushing back to spend Christmas with them again sadly, I'd honestly rather spend it alone with just R and me!