I worry that, if I report being depressed to my PCP, she might send me to the psych clinic for any med adjustment. She might decide not to continue ordering my antidepressant, but want that to be done by the psych department.

I used to get my psych care at that clinic, and I came to hate the place. I would dread going back there.

I feel like there's no good option. I wish there were someone trustworthy I could talk to.