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polyfractal · 06:31 PM

I wonder why after they have molested me, they act as though everything is normal?
I don't know how to speak about this plainly during psychotherapy, because it is like taboo?
I did not record by camera for evidence, so I have not reported them.
I still have a lot of flashbacks about their molestation against me on a daily basis.
What are your thoughts about the sexual abuse/ molestation from 3 MH professionals?

Possible trigger:

Psychologist A (2017-2018) - female
- she fondled my left thigh while in the waiting room
- I was sitting down on the ground and she touched my foot
- I was lying down on the couch and she touched my hand
- She cuddled and embraced me to the waist twice
- she held both of my hands every time after session

Doctorate clinical psychologist R (2020) - female
- she fondled my left thigh while I was sitting on the couch
- she rubbed my left hand for a very long time, while I was drawing on the ground with her.

Psychiatrist K (2020) - male
- he came to my hospital's bedroom by himself alone, closed the door completely and asked me whether I am seeing any people in the room and I said I can only see him. He asked me whether I know what alters are--he knew I have DID. He had a rape incident with me, while I was lying down on my bed. He knew I switched.
- I collapsed in the corridor of the hospital, both of my legs were bent sideways, holding my other upper arm tightly, looking down completely and he approached me and touched my hand.