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Dec 27, 2022, 08:33 AM
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Member Since: Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,637
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Originally Posted by *Beth*
Rain started falling tonight and is supposed to continue all week except Wednesday. So maybe I'll have a sunny day for my b-day.
Something I'm finding come into my mind a lot this week-end as the new year approaches is my therapist, Mary. Maybe my objectivity is off, maybe it's other things. I've never, never lived in such an isolated, lonely place in my life. Before moving here 7 years ago I saw people every day, without a doubt. Now I can go an easy 12 days and see only David a few of those days. (Or, only David and Mary, who both do weird things with my reality, just in different ways.) I've never lived alone before in my entire life and I hate it.
So, you know, there are things. Still, in the years I've been seeing Mary the amount of stress around my therapy with her has been enormous. From the get-go her boundaries have been odd and confusing. And things are not getting "fixed." I think I make her feel better, but I only feel very anxious about our sessions.
So I'm trying to think of what to do. The next step. The situation has to change. Her sudden 3 1/2 month absence made a mess of my beautiful late spring/early summer because of another absence with no warning and zero contact except a horrible phone message from her that devastated me and really destroyed the last of my real trust in her. I'll see her on Thursday and I have to have an idea by then.
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