(warning, pity party ahead. Feel free to ignore as desired.)

Welp, despite my best efforts otherwise, I'm in my yearly holiday doldrums/missing my family. I need to ****ing snap out of it though and stop feeling sorry for myself, and instead be grateful that we could at least do a zoom call earlier with all of us. I know this, but don't seem to be able. I am missing L too today, guess I haven't quite put that chapter to bed. Sigh. Artie should just take some melatonin and go bed early and just be done with this stupid effing holiday.