Should I even bother telling my mom I have an eating disorder? I mean, what's she going to do about it anyway? Yell at me? Make me feel even worse about myself? I don't know how to explain it in a way she'll understand and be compassionate.
I mean, I never told her about the substance use, and I got better from that (kinda forcefully, but still I haven't given in).
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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