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Originally Posted by Catsrock
I hear you, Buffy, and throughout my life I've felt that way off and on. It seems to come and go in cycles. Sometimes , I feel deep peace, and self acceptance, which I would like to believe is closer to the truth. But when I'm suffering with self loathing, its hard to shake off. I'm 67 now, its been a long road, in my 20s I spent 9 months in a state hospital because I couldn't bear the pain. I don't know enough to really help anyone, you kind of have to look into your own heart and soul. Have a good night's rest
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My therapist thinks that I live to much in the past and not enough to the present that is causing me to worry about my future which again is why I have low self esteem that is causing me to have depression and anxiety.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.
Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.
This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.
In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.
Like love, it's how we know we're alive.
And life goes on.
That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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