H's friend brought over christmas gifts for us today, since we didn't manage to get together before christmas - H was asleep and I was still working, so we just did a handoff at the front door I gave him theirs and he gave me ours. Just as well, in case H has covid, no need infecting them too!! Anyway one of the gifts was a bottle of Moscato which I have already had a glass of. I should not have, because now I am feeling sad again, mostly because neither my Mom or my sister have answered my email about my possibly coming to visit in February. I take that to mean they still don't want me to come yet, so, I think I'm going to start looking into a solitary weekend in Bisbee or something. I love spending time there so much, I can get a comfy little room and spend some time writing there and in the coffee shop at the end of the main road, and just stroll around downtown. I'll find out Sunday if any of them are on our usual zoom call if they don't want me to come, and at that point if not, I shall start planning my Bisbee weekend. It will be cheaper than plane tickets and a rental car, for sure.