@Halliebeth; you do sound unstable but that in and of itself doesn’t mean you need ip. Your np does not get money or kickbacks if you go ip, the only benefits they get is a peace of mind that an unstable patient is being watched closely. It is unfortunate that he’s new so he doesn’t have experience with you and know that he can trust you. Stay chill and just reassure him that you are not a danger to anyone.