Thank you MuddyBoots, I hope you're doing okay

I went grocery shopping then went to CVS and picked up my meds. Someone gave away a bunch of stuff they didn't want or need anymore. I ended up getting a really nice full sized Casio keyboard, and a Nikon D70s DSLR camera. For free, which is amazing. I've always wanted a DSLR camera and now I have one, it's in really good condition, I just need to buy a new charger/batteries, a memory card, and case for it. I have a good friend who knows a lot about photography and she's gonna give me some tips on starting to learn how to use it and get better at taking pics. As for the Keyboard, I currently play ukulele, and played violin growing up. I've always wanted to learn piano or the keyboard though so this is super exciting and I am really looking forward to learning. I'm gonna clean it up a bit. It's really a nice one though and works well.

Starting the trazodone tonight

My anxiety isn't bad today, I managed to get on the bus 4 times (two separate trips back and forth today) and my anxiety isn't bad at home either. I think being busy the past couple days has helped. I tend to do better when I'm busy doing stuff. Even if it's just household stuff like cleaning, vacuuming, doing dishes etc I'm going to my friends house on Sunday. We're gonna play some games and order Chinese takeout to celebrate the New Year.