I've just about reached the end of my rope. After almost 4 years I am losing my T. He is moving on to a better job, but I feel like he is leaving ME.......and I have a hard time with abandonment. I have been crying most of the time, esp. yesterday at our appointment.

In addition to that huge stress, I have been unemployed since February and I am either over qualified or they won't take a chance on me because of my back (4 surgeries). My unemployment runs out in about 6 weeks and we will have nothing coming in really. We will lose electricity, internet, phones, etc. We may be able to keep the house because my husband does get disability, but it will just cover it with nothing left.

I feel like such a failure. I have always supported my family and now I'm nothing. My T wants me in the hospital (wanted me to go yesterday) because I am such a mess.

Every day is an effort, every turndown another rejection. I can't believe I got so attached to my T and am feeling so devastated by this loss.

Please say a few prayers for me and my family. I need some help desperately.

Mary Alice