I am grieving terribly. I feel like I am losing my mind. My ex has moved on and is dating. He is so happy. It makes me feel he was never happy with me. I filed for the divorce because he had been pushing me away for years. I kept trying and the more I tried the harder he pushed me away. I don’t have a good support group. They all want me to be fine and move on, he wasn’t good for you. I spent 30 years with him! Now he has moved on like I meant nothing. I am crushed. I just started with a therapist to work on grief.