My New Year's Eve was rather lame. I stayed in by myself, and fell asleep for a couple hours during a concert that I streamed, then I woke up before midnight to watch the ball drop and see the end of the concert. And the night before, I had to kick a guy out of my apartment for insulting me too many times.

So, kind of a lame New Years celebration for me.

That aside, I have many new years resolutions. Basically, I aim to change my life and my approach to life. Change is not easy for me. But I want to make healthy changes, and that begins with me quitting smoking tomorrow and starting to exercise again. Cliche, yes, but that's my goal. Then I aim to join some sort of outdoor group so I can do the activities I enjoy outside with other people and hopefully develop some new friendships out of it. I also aim to save money each month for retirement. Oh, and I aim to have a lot of fun.

A few people have dropped me on Facebook as a friend - I assume these must be friends of my ex's that he's tainted against me. I don't know who exactly dropped me, and it doesn't really matter to me.

He claims he stayed in by himself last night for NYE. We were in touch because I had to ask him when he's signing the divorce paperwork so we can file. I am signing mine on Wed, and he's supposed to sign his by Monday. Hopefully, we can be filed for divorce by the end of this week (I hope), and in time for me to keep my car insurance.

I am feeling rather blah after my lame NYE. I didn't even drink! I guess that's maybe a good thing in a way. Drinking at home alone can be lonely.

On the upside, today marks the end of one very long and difficult year. Here's to a far better and healthier year ahead!!!!!