you know, i really can't express how much i appreciate you all.

today i was going crazy with anxiety. Turns out Stefan is much better than we all thought, he is home, my friend was extremely good tonight and we are spending the day together tomorrow after we cut her dads hedge lol ..... we are baking of all the daft things to do!!!!! but it will keep her mind off things and Stefan was talking about coming on holiday with us!!!!!!

I panicked because my friend is sick with grief over losing her mum and i thought Stefan was just giving up, bless him he still refuses to take his chemo but it is only a precaustion anyway .... his bloods were fine!!!! he is anaemic and has to go to docs tomorrow again .... thankyou so much for caring, it means the world to me ... andi told my friend about you all replying and she is so grateful ..... thankyou, love you all, Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo