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I know you are so much better, just by reading your posts ... and i always take onboard advice people give me .... i am trying to nurture myself, like you say it is hard because guilt gets in the way .... i am telling my family about some of my treatment, they try to understand .... hubby is much more tolerant but still finds it hard sometimes because, like you say, they have never been through it themselves. My friend gave me a big hug tonight and told me she could never have got through last night and today without me and even though we've been friends for 30 years it seems we have a stronger bond now ... i felt useful i suppose ..... sending you a big hug Lu, know i love and admire your strength and look up to you and your progress ..... hugs, Kerry xoxoxoxoxo