I don't feel like I can reach out to him before session... and in the last two sessions I would start by pulling out the stuffy awesome T gave me, then sliding out of the chair to the floor, then a death grip on my service dog, then B*ing at my service dog for sucking as an emotional support dog and he didn't catch it. Awesome T would have killed for anything remotely close to that obvious especially when we first started.

When I check out my body keeps going just like nothing happened but I have no recollection of it. The best that even awesome T was able to do was recognize my starting to leave. If I left before he caught it he wouldn't find out until the email.