On and off raining here. Blah. I tried going for a walk, but it got super icy over night so it was a quick one (about a slippery mile in the fog). I got a pretty good selfie though (not gonna post for anonymity purposes).

My emotions have been wild lately. On Friday when I saw my case worker she said it was the brightest she's ever seen me, and then the next day I was sui, and then hours later I was fine. I haven't been sleeping well because my mom's sick and her coughing keeps me up (she tested negative for covid).

I did something incredibly stupid though. I was helping her out with her phone in the midst of a binge, holding it after she held it, and then went to purge without washing my hands. I thought I'd get sick but I didn't surprisingly. Super lucky.

I don't know where I'm at today. I put all my poems from my year of poetry project into one document on google docs and titled them all (I think). I wrote an intro that I'm still working on. I think I'm going to publish it on Amazon. That's been my goal for a while now, and it's finally coming to an end. I feel like all my poetry sucks, but other people have said it's good so maybe it's just self-doubt. I know there are some winners in there, but is it overall good? Funny enough there is already a writer with my same first and last name, just the first name is spelled differently.