On a separate note, I am pissed about the lawyer I had to hire to mediate my divorce. It's my husband's friend, #1, and #2, this man is a sleaze. He hired hookers behind his wife's back, my husband told me, and he cheated on his wife with multiple hookers. He and his wife separated for that reason, then got back together and I believe that he still cheats on her.

I am disgusted by this. But I had no choice. I could not afford a lawyer of my own or a different mediation lawyer who would have charged $1000 more. Plus, my husband would have given me a very hard time over it and it would have dragged out the divorce.

So, we get a discounted divorce fee with a sleazebag.

I am going to his office today to sign the divorce paperwork. I am taking my version with me and will double check everything before I sign. I am going to be super cautious here.

And please do not give me crap about having hired him. I don't need to hear negativity. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place.