Thanks, LT. I did tell her on text but not when we sat down in session. We mostly talked about how the past three weeks have been. She thanked me for giving her the time off and not texting her etc but how it would have been fine if I had. I did text her a little bit, mostly to try to set up a session but it never really worked out. I did talk about the hallucinations too and being sad and also being scared about being rejected for my Peru trip by the Missions Director. She asked if I was nervous about that because of my Schizoaffective Diagnosis. I said yes. She didn't really have anything else to say about it so I don't know what to do with that fear. I'm going to give the director this week to go over my testimony and application and then text him next week if I hadn't heard. He said he would go over it after the New Year. I feel slightly more connected to T now after our session. She hypothesized that my SH is more a compulsion than an impulse and talked again about me having OCD. She also said her goal this year is to bill my insurance since she is crap at that and hasn't billed my insurance in the 14 months that she has been my T. Which means I am overpaying for my insurance because all these appointments are not going to my out of pocket maximum. Sigh. There wasn't really any ah-ha moments. But I guess it was an okay session.