I'll say again.

I come on here to talk about my thoughts and feelings more than my actions.

I'm moving ahead with everything:
- spoke to work about time off and EFAP
- am looking for a home
- am prepping this house for a realtor assessment. House has been pressure washed, last of exterior renovations are done, and garage is cleaned out. Working on inside tomorrow
- have secured a lawyer
- have itemized my assets and joint assets
- have prepped all income records, all life insurance records, etc.
- have prepped notes and key points for lawyer
- got the kids to review things they have seen and remember. Found out one keeps a diary. I've kept a diary too.
- have set up separate bank account

This is still hard, in large part because she's been in my head so much for so many years.

Wish me luck. If you pray to anyone please say a word for me.

RDM