Hi gennie..

yes, it will be scary, but your counselor is in hand with this now,and will be doing his/her very best to help you in this difficult time now,to insure first and foremost that YOUR SAFETY comes first, in all of this,that is your couselor's first concern--- for you, try to remember this ,especially when you are feeling scared, and that you are not in anyway responsible for any of this.

we ,here, are all behind you in this,I have no doubt,

believe in yourself, and just put yourself in the trust of your counselor and the process he/she is providing , in and for your care.

caring and hearing you,

pm me anytime, if you wish

alevin